I finally understood your meaning... I finally realised what it means to revolt, to object, to disagree, to have your own desires, needs, wants and go for them... I finally understood what it means to take, as opposed to give endlessly and expect no return...
I am not the perfect child anymore, who says "7ader" and obeys blindly without thinking... I am not the successful, the calm, the quite, the behaved and mannered kid... I am not the one without a personality, without any wishes except for that of her parents... I am not dependent and I am not weak... I am not selfless and I am not giving... I am not motherly and I am not romantic... I am not all that anymore... I am someone new... Someone totally different from the one I used to live with...
I dont want to do the groceries... I dont want to have a curfew... I dont want to help at home... I dont want to listen or understand...
I want to go shopping, come home whenever I want and do whatever makes me happy... I never want to go home.. actually I want to move out... I want to be alone and independent for good... I am flying away... I was scared that I would not return to the person I used to be.. But NOW, I hope I dont return to the old me... Ever Again!
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