It was like a heavy load on my chest..
I kept it for so long waiting for him to ask me or to even change his mind...
We all do wrong in our lives, but some wrongs are relatively huge that they have an impact...
I have some... A couple of mistakes or maybe issues that I hate but I had to reveal them one day..

To my surprise, he had his issues too...

He held my hand, looking down in shyness and asked me about my issues...
I was relieved when he finally asked me... Although I was so afraid he would leave me after this honesty chat.. And to my surprise he knew everything and didnt mind any of it... Then he asked me if he could reveal his issues as well...

And here we were, together, each having some issues to worry so much about, and finally relieved that we dont have to worry about these things anymore... We were even, we were in love, we were together, so no worries about the past....

What surprised me even more is that I realised that what Ive been keeping is not a big deal... I made it a big deal for myself when it is not worth the fuss or the trouble I was putting myself into... And I felt he had my same concerns...

Went home realising how much I was in love with him.. Not just him, everything about him made me love him... I love him and I dont mind anything as long as we're together and he's mine...