I could not help it.
I just left. Couldn't hear the complaints that are never ending.
Couldn't take the bad attitude, the lack of trust, the fights, the worries and confusion.
I cried my eyes out as I always do. And felt like everything is suddenly falling apart for no good reason.

His not calling me was like a nightmare. I feel so alone, so left out, so incomplete, and so insecure.
She fighting over everything and interfering all the time scares me and fills me with anger and resentment. I feel injustice all the time, unappreciated, and in a continuous state of fear.
And although its the time to be peaceful and happy, I am always crying, sad, angry and worried. I wonder how will it be like later, when the new life begins. Will the interference increase? Will I be deprived of the right to privacy, freedom of choice and actions? How will it work out? Will I be deprived of him most of the time like I am now? How will I avoid conversations? How will I avoid the new relationship all together? Who should I be??!

I fear what's about to come