Alienated

Deprived

No... Thats not the right term..

Hated! Undesired?

Not wanted. Thrown out.

Maybe just disliked and unwanted.

And I easily grasped the negative emotions and was filled with more feelings of hatred and rejection.

And whatever I do, it never works and I end up feeling the same way.

Actually, I'm so glad I can at least take revenge through my feelings.

They promised me that time will heal things. But all I see is that time increases the non-healing of things. With all this hardheartedness and unwelcoming attitude, plus the unjustified control over ones life, there will be no other feelings but hate.

I am unwanted. It is a fact I have to live with. And I am happily reciprocating the same feeling.

And here I am, sitting miserably wondering when will this shit ever end.