Its the "wa2fa"... And the whole country is empty... Its a holiday coz tomorrow is the feast.. Biram they call it, for some reason...
I was fasting and had to go buy anything to eat coz I cant eat at the hospital... So I decided to go to MC Donalds for a number of reasons, but mainly coz I found a parking spot right in front of it, when no one can park a car in the busy district of Mohandessin...
I went there alone, ordered my food, and sat on a table where I can watch everyone entering the place, ordering and searching for a place to sit... I was astonished from the size of the different nationalities I saw in less than half an hour... Lebanese, Kuwaiti, Indian, Saudi's; or gulf people to be more precise... I also saw prostitutes (although its a harsh description for a woman, but I cant find any other word but that), and people talking using sign language... Actually it was a very cute couple eating and talking using sign language... I was amazed by the fast movement of their hands and their soundless laughs... I saw the asian maids taking care of the children of their masters... It was weird how can a large variety of cultures and standards be in that same place at the same time eating American junk food...
I was so hungry I ate the fastest ever... I didnt feel alone... All I felt was hunger, victory, boredom and amusement by the different looks, attitudes, behavior, and tongues I was seeing and hearing...
Today, I finally had the courage to be alone... To get rid of the need to have "the person" in my life... I overcame my fear and said it out loud with confidence that "I want to erase u out of my life".. And I did it... After memorising it for the whole day and repeating it in my head a zillion times...
I'm proud... Happy and Proud
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