A nightmare...

I woke up crying...

No I wasnt crying... I was crying in the dream, but woke up on the voice of my sobs in the dream... It was so loud that I thought it was real... I woke up and decided to pray and ask God not to make this dream come true...

I've been experiencing it a lot now; to dream something and it happens after a couple of days, or even after a whole year... But I see my dreams coming true... I would love to call them "visions" not dreams... Its quite scary though.. Especially when it is a scary nightmare like the one that I had today...

I was told that having visions is one of the characteristics of prophecy... I was so scared to hear that... She told me that I should be happy that God granted me such a thing... But still, I'm scared of having such a gift... Especially that the bad dreams are the ones that usually came true... But I am glad that I can know whats gonna happen before it does... Sounds magical and freaky in the same time...

I got this gift from my mother... She dreams things and they all happen... They always do and she scares me cause I realise she knew all along that it would happen...

I was also told that since I have such a great gift, I should be up to it by being pious and getting closer to God... I started that a year ago and I'm loving it... I feel so safe, secure, protected, and happy... El7amdolelah