A Woman Seeking Perfection!

Since there is nothing in this world perfect, why do I insist on being all perfect?
No one can ever be perfect. Human beings are not born to be perfect. They are there to make mistakes and to regret and to be incomplete.

I'm always concerned with being beautiful, thin, honest, truthful, make no mistakes. I also try not to be a jealous, nagging, and worried women, which is truly against the normal female nature. I try to be all nice, warm, friendly. Generous, giving, kind, and open-minded. I always try to be everything nice. But no one can ever be everything nice.

Whats wrong with making mistakes? I always fear making mistakes because they are usually accompanied by painful feelings of guilt that never depart me. But the thing is, people do wrong and sometimes even the wrong tastes great. Moreover, my religion says that I can seek forgiveness and even seeking forgiveness tastes really good. So why the hell am I seeking this perfection.

A friend of mine once told me that a woman seeking perfection makes her a "perfect" woman. He also told me that the fact that I always seek being perfect makes me a good partner. However, I need to stop seeking it, because at the end of the day, I find it depressing coz I never will be perfect the way I want myself to be.

I wish I could just accept the woman in me just the way it is and stop pressurising myself with this "perfection" thing. I'm making mistakes and feeling good about myself for a change ;)