Please get me outta here

And I ended up losing my temper as usual.

It is becoming intolerable over the days..

Being responsible for stuff related not just to one person, two, but six including your own...

It becomes annoying and unbearable...

And if you unconsiously complain, you become a bad daughter...

I am simply unable to "give" anymore at this point of my life to those particular people...

I am tired of my spoiled sister who makes me go to work late everyday just because she is lazy and again, spoiled. I am tired of my mum having to make me drive her son and wait for him when he is two times my size, just because she is worried he might get kidnapped or mugged. He is 14 and HUGE... I take him with me to places as a source of protection and she still fears his taking a cab at night...

I am tired of my mum loading me with her emotional issues. I love her so much, but too much complaining and drama makes me wanna quit this house all together... I am tired of her tests, x-rays, pills, doctors appointments, worries, pains... I am sick of it all and I'm tired of listening to her never ending health worries...

I want to take a break. I want to miss them. I want to find myself away from them for a little while, maybe then I could miss them.

Today, I felt so pressured and was about to shout at them all and throw them out of my car. They fight all the way home, they complain, they force me into things, they dont like the music I'm listening to, they complain that it is taking us a lot of time to go home, they just keep complaining and complaining and it just fills me with more anger towards every single one of them... I just wish those coming 4 months to end fast. I simply cannot take it anymore...