Its like I had a nightmare
No... It's more like someone had to jump for a hundred times over my chest...
It's like a load... A really heavy one...
It is something I really hate, fear, and do not tolerate...
Although it takes me 2 minutes, and sometimes less, but I still hate it...

I am used to being forced into doing things that I hate doing, but this particular task (and I mean it when I refer to it as a task) is like the worst case of enforcement... It's like torture... It's like being asked to throw your whole body in front of a truck... It is horrifying...
I know I'm magnifying it 3000 times...

And although I am someone who likes being obedient and forgiving, I seem to transform into an evil person when it comes to this particular piece of sacrifice that I have to perform against my will...

It also turns out that there are more future silly and killer sacrifices to come... And this is just the start...