I hate this place.
It is over crowded, it is tiny, it's dirty, its loaded with insects, its broken all over and its not my place anymore. I don't like living here anymore. I don't belong here. And I am not welcomed.

She has always been a pain in the ass. I tolerated all her silliness, messiness and abuse for years. And she still doesn't have a single bit of sensitivity or gratefulness. She will never stop being selfish and rude. She will never change.

I don't like it here. And I don't like that I am so unsettled. I want to go back to my safe place. My place of tranquility and comfort. I hate it here. I hate being here. I hate coming here. I hate that I have to do everything with limits and restrictions.

I can't feel comfortable anymore. I can't feel like I'm home. I really want to go home. I want to have the courage to just leave.