Insecure

Hiding somehow...
Burried in this computer screen... Praying, reading, working, chatting... Anything other than thinking... Avoiding myself... Avoiding confrontation and disappointment...

And maybe I'm just PMSing and filled with pessimism and negativity as usual for no real reason... Maybe I'm just being all childish... Maybe I am just feeling insecure!

That's it, I am insecure...
I am filled with insecurities in many parts of my life and I'm hiding from all those fears, avoiding the thoughts to avoid the depression that accompanies the thinking...

Fear
Change
Insecurities
Jealousy
Burden
Distance
Moody
Lack of appreciation
.... And I will just hide from all that!