Who said the world is pink?
Who said anything on this planet is perfect?

I was brought up knowing that being polite and behaved are good qualities that a person should have to be respected and live a good life. Unfortunately, every single day the world proves to me that this concept is wrong from its roots. Who said politeness is something you should respect nowadays?

People now are all liars, betrayers, deceivers, opportunists.
You dont find love or respect anymore. No emotions, no culture. People are not trustworthy and cant be made friends. It is all chaotic and annoying.

Whats even more painful is that you get stabbed by the closest people to your heart. And that is when you lose faith in the entire world. Even the close people usually hurt you and would most likely abuse you to reach a certain aim. Since weakness is a relative thing, everyone will have someone to abuse, or be evil with. And since we all have an evil person inside us, everyone becomes evil in the end. And here comes a world without any one "good" person. And the word good will vanish from the dictionary soon, or maybe its meaning will change.

I envy people who are selfish, who are unbehaved, who dont suffer the feeling of guilt. I envy people who knew that the world was that bad and are good at coping with it. I envy every unbehaved person, every liar, every opportunists. At least they can live in this world and expect the worst. At least they can get what they want and reach their goals.