Attached

Is that what it is?
To feel like nothing makes you happy but being by his side?
I mean, I am attached to him.
I have to hear his voice a million times a day.
I have to see him more than 3 times a week. And not just see him, I have to stick to him "like glue". I have to be so close to him.
I am attached to him. I am the happiest when he is around.
I am addicted to him.
I thought these are only some words I read in romantic novels. But it turns out to be a phenomenon. I mean I really am addicted to him. Two days without him causes me depression. I enter into this phase of bad mood and a sense of self intolerance. I simply ache.
Its actually so weird and scary to feel like you totally depend on a person. All your emotions, powers, energy and life is based and dependent on that one particular person. Its like he's my oxygen, my water, my air, my means of survival. And you simply take the idea of him leaving or abandoning you, forgranted. And you take the risk because you can't simply live without him. You cant simply breathe without him.
And you tend to tolerate anything bad from this world as long as he's there with you. He is your source of happiness. He is my main source of happiness and survival.
Yesterday I felt scared when I realised that he is my everything. I felt attached to him. Whenever I moved around to meet anybody, I felt away, and wanted to simply go back to him and stick to him like glue. He is all I want and the only one I wanna be with.

I'm totally attached.