Letting out some anger
A lot of frustration..

Well actually, its more anger than frustration..
I am angry, enraged, in a state of wrath.. There is some war inside my head..
And this time, I am right.. I have all the right to feel that way..
But there is nothing to be done about it..
Either I stay in that feeling forever, or I just try to suppress it like I always do, but after a little while it will appear in a larger form than it originally is.

I am simply tired of waiting
I am tired of complaining
and I am tired of being blamed

I will simply stop acting and stop thinking.
I will stop being available.. I will again hide from it all.
I will not discuss, or nag.
And I know for sure that nothing will happen and I will either learn to adapt to the current status or burst.