Woke up like that
Frowning.. Remembering all things that would upset me in the same instant..
And I just got myself into the mood of boredom and anger.

And I am not even willing to listen to the bright side of life...
And although the things bothering me are minor and workable, I still am in this mood and not really willing to get out of it.

When it comes to weight, I really dont want to go through the trouble of eating diet food, but the thing is, I have to because I hate the way I look when I see myself in the mirror. Why am I even treating myself in that harsh manner? I have no clue. But I just hate the fact that I gained so much weight.

When it comes to problems at home, I have no hand in them. I cant solve them and no one can. Its out of our hands. And I even shouldnt be bothered or thinking the way I am. But I hate feeling trapped and helpless. It has been a never ending problem.

I also hate waiting, and depending on others to finish my own errands for me. But again, there is nothing I can do about it. I'm helpless.

I hate the bad attitude I have to go through with people at work. I hate having to be all professional and firm and frowning all the time. Im tired actually of it.

When I look at what I just wrote, I realise that they are really minor issues compared to what Ive been through before. So why am I so depressed right now?