Bored
Enraged
Tired
Helpless..
Hate myself.. so much..
Tired of waiting..
Tired of being helpless..
Bored of myself..

Crying my eyes out.. Wish I could cry till I run out of tears.. Can I ever get rid of those tears and learn to stop crying..


Wish I could have a means to stop torturing myself..

Wish things were as easy as I pictured them to be.. But as usual, I am too optimistic for this stupid world..


I hope she's happy now that my life is all messed up. Nothing is working out right "sob7an ALLAH".. Its all wrong.. Hope she's internally satisfied seeing me in such state of sadness..


Dont know what should be done.. Have nothing to do and its killing me..

I feel trapped.