Resume the story
Lets go back in time
A little bit back
And put it in a different course. A more desirable scenario.
Lets fix the story. Include some happiness in it.
Fill it with love. Reduce the pain. Give it a happy ending.
Remove the guilt. Make it romantic. Remove the mistakes and make it perfect.

But you simply can do none of that. It has to be just the way it is.
So long and so annoying. And you simply cant predict the ending. You have to wait till it ends. You cant rewind it, you cant change the course of action. You have to wait for it to pass in front of your eyes. And you will always be helpless. Unable to have control over it.
And everyday you wake up in the morning wondering what will this day have for you. And you wish it passes in peace. But none of your days are peaceful. You hope the routine ends. But does it end? You wish that all people treat you well like you do. But you realise they are all cruel.

Why the hell do we have to go through it then?
Why can't it be a little bit simpler and easy to go through?
Why can't it be a little bit predictable and obvious?
Why am I even worried? Why dont I just let it be?!!
Let everything and everyone just BE..
I shouldnt be giving a shit.
Because at the end of the day, I have nothing to do about it.