Moments of silence.
Sometimes they are ok and you can actually deal with them.
Other times they are intolerable, and you either want to break them or hide from them.
This time, I want to just hide from them. I have no idea why are they existing at that time..
Is there any reason behind their being? I mean is there something wrong? What did I do to make it exist in the first place.
Breaking it is even worse. You work hard to find something to say. And whatever you so is so redundant and repetitive. You keep searching for something. You keep trying to fight it.
It is kind of annoying.. Actually I would call it scary..
Sometimes it just being together and in silence, and it doesnt scare me at all.
Other times it becomes so scary. And today it was scary. I has been days with this silence existing. And I'm scared that there would be something behind its existence.
Maybe I'm just being overly sensitive.
But also I might be so boring, which is the reason behind the silence.
I guess I will never know. All I know is that I will hide from the silence.
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