Perfect!

What does it mean?
In my religion, we can only describe God as "perfect".
In that sense, it means no flaws. But can anything be perfect?
May be perfect for you as a person, but it doesnt mean that it can be perfect for everybody else.
And can anyone be described as perfect?

What about perfection? Perfectionism?
I mean, how do people who believe in perfection actually live on this planet?
I realised that in some cases, I can be a perfectionist.

If you believe in being perfect, then you really want yourself to be everything good.
You want to be thin, stylish, lovable, behaved, punctual, fun to be with, smart, knowledgeable, you name it.
But wouldnt it be really hectic to try to be everything including things that you're not?
Wouldnt it be sad that you sometimes can fail in the eyes of yourself when it are unable to be or do something? I mean its a killer to always try to be "perfect" cause no one can be perfect.

Maybe that is the reason why I'm always no feeling good about myself.
I always try hard not to be me. Maybe being me is just the best I can do.

I seem to be the jealous type. I cant really prevent being jealous, so what I always do it keep this jealousy to myself. And when I hide it, I usually torture myself. Then why the hell should I try to change something in me. I should be accepting of who I am. Why do I usually accept people the way they are and never accept me? And if I count the many other things that I really dont like about myself, or the things I want to change I would find out that if I do work on them, I will become someone else I'm not and maybe ruin my life one way or another. As long as the issues are not fatal, then why am I so worried and concerned in the first place!

Accepting onself is a great gift. Its a sign of being a healthy and happy person.
And I would really like to start accepting who I am.