Have you ever been tired of your own existence?
Tired of everything going wrong and knowing that its all because of your own existence?

Have you ever felt loaded by your own self?
And tired of everything that has to do with you.
I hate the idea of me. The unbearable idea that I do have to be me for the coming life.

Have you ever hated everyone that is bothering you in your life? But the thing is, you hate them because of your own existence. You hate them because you're naiive and childish and weak. You hate their attitudes because of your own.

Have you ever had the worst nightmares in a row? You wake up every morning with a different bad dream. And you still believe that it is because of you. Everything is because of you.

Do you wake up everyday hating the fact that you have to go to your good paying job, just because it pays you well? Have you ever hated your boss so much that you wish every single day that she'd quit?

I have issues. I have serious issues. But who cares. They are mine and I should be dealing with them. I wish I had complete independence, not just from my father, but from my boss, my job, my government, the laws of this country and the whole world.