I'm in love
Head over heals
I'm tangled up
I'm attached, addicted, I'm in love..

I can't tolerate the distance. I can't imagine his leaving.. I can't endure his being away..
I feel scared.. or maybe worried.. sad? I know what I feel.. I feel terrified at the thought of him being away.. I'm all childish.. I'm all tangled up.. I don't want him to leave.. Actually, even my leaving is hard as well.. I hate the distance.. I hate his living an hour away from me, so how would I tolerate the idea that he can be even more distant?

Am I too possessive? Am I obssessed with him? Does he hate me for the way I feel? Do I pressurise him with wanting him that much? Do I burden him with my needing him?

I love him..
I have to admit that I never loved anyone in the world like I love him..
I'm all tears knowing that he is leaving tomorrow morning.. And I am surely ashamed of myself.. I feel like a child and I hope I stop this childish attitude of mine..
I love him so much.. I love him and I don't want him to leave.. I love him and it's killing me that he's going somewhere far, dangerous and where I might not be able to reach him, even through phone..

Baby don't be late.. I miss you already