Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Three days of complete sadness.
I’ve been disappointed and fed up of everything. My dad, my boss, my job, my baby is away, money, responsibilities, everything was basically bothering me. I spent three days crying, frowning, no make up, wearing the worst of clothes and I simply believed I was gonna die with that depression.

Then all of a sudden, and out of nowhere, my mum was like “why would you worry about anything when you have “him” by your side?”

She is right. Why am I even depressed? Everything ends, but he will be with me forever (isa). I mean what if he’s away for a long while, he will be coming back soon (isa). I love him and he is the best person ever. Why should I be sad when I have the best person ever, right by my side and committing himself to spending the rest of his life with me.

I mean, I know I’ve been traumatizing the situation. And I know I’ve been like that because he has been away for a long while now. But he is coming back soon isa for me. And that is what matters. It doesn’t matter that my dad is driving me nuts. Nor that my boss is the rudest creature on this planet. All that matters is him. He is all I want. He is just all, everything, and absolutely nothing compares to him.

Tomorrow is a new day, which I will start with a big smile, a nice outfit, some new make up and a new happy spirit because I have the best baby that a girl could dream of having.

I’m grateful and happy.

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