I miss him
I miss everything about him..
I miss his smile
I miss his raising his eyebrow jokingly in a way to make me sympathize with his cause..
I miss his lowering his lower lip to make realize he’s sad..
I miss his laugh…
I miss his whispering in my ears “I love you”…
I miss his hands holding mine…
I miss his smell, his stare, his warmth…
I miss his hugging me tight…
I miss his tickling me and making me scream from laughter…
I miss his touch, his being close to me, his breathing close to mine…
I miss the fire I feel inside when he’s close to me…
I miss him and it’s driving me crazy…

I’m aching deep inside. It hurts to have him away for so long
I feel so small, so alone, so sad, so incomplete without him… His phone call is the only thing I look up to during the day. And when he calls, it’s like my life is back, my soul is back in my body… I miss him that it hurts… OMG, I’m in pain… My heart is actually aching… It’s like I have this big lump in my chest…

He should be here… He should come back by now…
Those past 5 days have been like hell to me… And all I think of is having him back in my arms and never letting him go ever again…

OMG, I want him so much to come back home.
I found myself helpless, not knowing what to do to get out of this wreck… So I decided to break my diet and eat fries and burgers. And although I felt some relief since I’ve been eating salad only for the past week, still I felt sad cause nothing in this world can make me happy the way he does. Nothing in this world can replace him. Nothing in this world is as important to me as he is. And all I want is to have him back in my arms, in bed, in our room, alone, and cry my eyes out asking him never to leave me again…

OMG baby, come back already :(